SPM result already been announced n when someone ask me about my result I say:

ckit jh..7a.. n I smile

and when someone ask my mom about my result, she say:

ckit jh..7a..n she smile

but I know that smile..it make me feel pathetic n stupid..
Im made a promise but its nothing..im sorry..i failed as the eldest brother..not a good example..nothing..just a loser..the BIGGEST ONE!!i want to hide the sorrow..i smile to my mom,my families,my friends,teachers..try to be happy..but i saw that smile again today.i cannot bear it anymore..even the toughest man cry.i'll try my best mom..

im sorry....